Eliza and Her Monsters by Francesca Zappia
Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐/ 5
This book easily goes to the list of my favorite YA Contemporary that deals with Mental Health. I can't believe I cried four (4) times!
"I don't want to be the girl who freezes when confronted with new friends, or the outside world, or the smallest shred of intimacy. I don't want to be alone in a room all the time. I don't want to be alone in a room all the time, even when there are other people."
The story revolves around Eliza Mirk who is already in her senior year of high school and described by her classmates as the creepy girl who has a secret hideout in the sewers. A quiet, shy and weird girl who experiences anxiety. However, everyone doesn't know she's LadyConstellation, the anonymous creator of the popular web comic Monstrous Sea. When Wallace Warland, Monstrous Sea's biggest and popular fanfiction writer, transfers to her school everything starts to change, build and fall apart.
I love this book. It's just really incredible to find a book that gets you. A book you can relate to. Like how the way it puts into words the feelings you have always bottled up and unable to voice out. I honestly feel for Eliza, especially how she handles anxiety, the way she overthink what other people might say and whenever she gets frustrated with her parents when they forced her to do the things she don't like and just don't understand her. I can relate to those things in a certain level except when her sanity begins to fall apart.